Monday, November 12, 2007

Angry Day


I HATE MS. I HATE FEELING DIFFERENT. I HATE FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF. I HATE OTHERS FEELING SORRY FOR ME. I HATE FEELING LIKE MY BODY IS BEING INVADED BY AN UNSEEN AND REALLY MEAN FORCE. I HATE FEELING AFRAID FOR THE FUTURE. I HATE BEING LOOKED AT LIKE I'M WHINING. I HATE WHINING. I HATE THE DOCTORS' APPOINTMENTS AND THE TESTS. I HATE THE STILL WISHING AND HOPING AND SOMEWHAT BELIEVING THAT IT'S ALL SOME HORRIBLE MISTAKE AND MAYBE I JUST HAVE LYME DISEASE. I HATE GIVING MYSELF THE SHOTS THREE TIMES A WEEK. I HATE THE HEADACHES THAT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM RESTING MY HEAD ON A BOOK INSTEAD OF A PILLOW. I HATE THE BACKACHE AND SPINE ACHE AND NUMBNESS AND TINGLING.


I'm done...for now. Thanks for letting me share.

2 comments:

  1. I HATE it for you too! Grrrr
    DW

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  2. I am from the Daily Strength Web Site and clicked over to your Blog.. Love It!
    Tracey

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